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Jarod (15) [Dec. 18th, 2007|04:46 pm]
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[Current Location |school]
[mood | bored]
[music |Herr Viktor took my iPod away...]

This 3-D design class sucks, but hey, I get to use the internet all during class!
I know you like to check your e-mail and things during lunch, so hopefully this'll give you something to fill up the time with until your next class.
Because I've been thinking. How nice it would be to walk into the 2nd floor boy's room, take a piss, be washing my hands when the door swings open. You take hold of the back of my hoodie, twist me around to see your face, and back again to push me forward into the last stall in the row. Pressed against my back, you'd paw down my chest and stomach to open my jeans. Turning us, you sit down and yank my pants down, pull me into your lap with my jeans below my knees, holding my back to your chest. You reach around and between my legs, twisting two fingers into my ass. I'm already hard, so you spit into your hand and- oh, man, there's the bell.

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Dionysus [Dec. 4th, 2007|08:05 pm]
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[mood | blah]
[music |The Naughty Little Rat Makes New Friends - W/IFS]

everyone's miserable. whatever. it happens. easy come, easy went. you'd think they'd learn that by now. you'd think she could pick something up from me. it sucks and its inconvenient, but there's a lot more fish in the sea. none of those fish have ever given me a ring and a promise and taken care of me BUT HEEEY these things happen. slippery little bastards. 
i don't really feel like fighting for anything. maybe someone else is up to that task. i think she's putting her apathy into me, and i'm okay with that, because it's much more comfortable than caring that i may never see my husband again, or any of my very dear lovers. may never be painted again. may never be part of a revolution again.
eh.
so, who wants to snort coke off my ass? all my lonely relatives, that's whooooo... 

oh, just a word of advice to everyone; avoid Morpheus.

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Dionysus [Sep. 18th, 2007|12:37 am]
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[mood | annoyed]
[music |Irresponsible - Voltaire]

Nat's in Japan fucking lots of little Asian boys and making them call him daddy. That doesn't even make any sense, they're Asian. I expect presents, I'm not even fucking joking.






...... I hope he's wearing his ring.
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jarod (with the metal in his head) [Sep. 18th, 2007|12:33 am]
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[mood | lonely]
[music |none]

oh.
i can't talk. i never thought of writing. it's been so long since ive really said anything though that now i dont know what to say.
uhm. Daggers. is his name. im staying at his house but hes gone right now.

i miss him.

i really dont know what to say.
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jarod (23) [Sep. 3rd, 2007|04:17 am]
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[mood | numb]
[music |nothing]

im so happy with fabrice. but sometimes its still so bad i just cant stand it. 
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apollo [Aug. 31st, 2007|02:01 am]
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[mood | high]
[music |love lay down by dmb]

i like ramone. i like going to concerts with ramone. i like watching ramone paint. i like writing ramone poetry. i think i will go do that now. wrote him poetry. i mean. because this is a lot of short sentences. 
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jarod [Aug. 17th, 2007|04:07 pm]
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[mood | excited]
[music |nothing]

Fabrice is taking me to a park tomorrow. an amusement park. im really excited. i hope leo and lily will be ok by themselves for the day.
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L. Bloodrich [Jul. 7th, 2007|12:50 am]
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[mood | quiet]
[music |nothing]

I am much better; I can walk nearly unassisted, and Godelieve sleeps in bed with me again.
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jarod (15-year-old) [Jul. 7th, 2007|12:45 am]
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[mood | content]
[music |me and the minibar - dresden dolls]

... i love Jade a lot. hes always come through for me even if ive had to wait a little while. and i dont mind waiting. hes so good to me. i love him.


... thank you for helping, mr. valens and herr bloodrich...
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Cupid [Jun. 20th, 2007|01:05 pm]
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[mood | chipper]
[music |"Slow Hands" by Interpol]

Ah, all the hope and promise of meeting a wonderful new gentleman. I suspect he will wake me with breakfast.




edit: this entry and the one directly before it were posted with an incorrect date. I don't know the exact one, but I took a guess, and it's within a day or three of this. Close enough.
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Thanatos [Jun. 20th, 2007|01:01 pm]
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[mood | loved]
[music |no]

I love my husband very much.


That statement is comparable in strength to something like "The sun is hot" or "Being disemboweled by a shark is sometimes painful", but there are simply not strong enough words, so those weak and pathetic ones will have to stand in for the all the swelling emotion and aching lungs and pressure in my skull.




edit: this entry and the one directly after it were posted with an incorrect date. I don't know the exact one, but I took a guess, and it's within a day or three of this. Close enough.
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L. B. [Jun. 13th, 2007|01:14 am]
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[mood | blank]
[music |quiet now]

eyesight nearly clear. coordination returning.
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dio (the little one) [Jun. 11th, 2007|11:50 pm]
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[mood | cheerful]
[music |sons and daughters - the decmberists. eve, this is lame.]

regular food and shelter and clean clothes and showers and beds is even nicer than they tell ya. this guy doesn't even beat me or shove screwdrivers up my ass. seems like i hit the jackpot here.
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apollo [Jun. 10th, 2007|10:43 pm]
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[mood | chipper]
[music |i saw cinnamon - dressy bessy]

nat is so fucking good to me. we have so much fun now. just. aaaaah. he's so chivalrous he makes me blush.
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dionysus (that other one) [May. 29th, 2007|11:54 pm]
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[mood | content]
[music |stay on the charming side of drunk by worldinferno]

so, i was asked properly to marry this time, and so i gave my yes. life is quite unnaturaly beautiful at the moment.
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L. B. [May. 29th, 2007|11:50 pm]
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[mood | blank]
[music |godelieve plays his rasputina records]

home vision still blurry minor to moderate residual pain slowed reflexes slurred speech lack of appetite muscle weakness constant shaking in bones
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L. Bloodrich (the young one) [May. 22nd, 2007|11:54 pm]
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[mood | blank]

I told Godelieve that I love him. I have decided it is important to somehow differentiate between him and Father, and that is how I will do it.
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dionysus [May. 22nd, 2007|11:35 pm]
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[mood | pleased]
[music |erection, the faint]

you know how if you get kindasorta addicted to a drug, then dont get high on it for a while, its so much more better when you do it again? yeeeah im still bleeding. score.
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apollo [May. 15th, 2007|09:22 am]
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[mood | depressed]
[music |my eyes are full - steve burns]

i slept with nat in the woods, in his gas-guzzling, leather-lined car. silk worms were boiled alive in the process of retrieving the fiber for his tie. and i shut it out and moved with him and sighed against him and he came in me.  despite the conjunction, those two sentences actually have nothing to do with each other. do not be mistaken; nat makes me feel like i am beautiful and whole.

but i dont know where i want to be, other than out of my head.




again, ignore the conjunction.
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dionysus [May. 7th, 2007|12:13 am]
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[music |miss murder - afi]

nat and i are engaged. i conveniently leave out "to be married", dont i? i dont know. i guess just well see about that whole... other part, beyond me getting a piece of expensive jewelery. but i am not completely opposed. i guess its just... i never really believed that he loved me, and now that i know, im just really, really scared that he'll get bored quickly.

but this is lame. im not supposed to consciously think about these things.

(eve's not: Dionysus likes the new AFI album x.x)
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